I did what Paul told me to do, give credit where credit is due (Romans 13:7). Some have difficulty doing that with me.
I'm not going to lie and say I don't sometimes resent the blessings and praises others have received when I have said and debated the same things years before they came out and said it like it was never said before. I know they got it from me because what they said was unique to me, arguments and apologetics no one made before. Others making money from it is further insulting when it should cost nothing.
I do understand and accept why I am not acknowledged. I wanted to remain anonymous by putting the message before the messenger. This makes no real human-to-human connection that many find important. This will never change.
Many don't know, or care, where the original source of my arguments came from and those who take from me will never say they did. I am constantly finding plagiarism. It's easier to plagiarize me than to thank me. I understand, but don't excuse, them not wanting to admit they got their Biblical arguments from a website called "Rotten Queer Christian."
I'm always blown away when I check how many times this place gets view hits from around the world (my favorites are small islands in strange places and areas deep in the heart of Russia that need that light). Multiply those weekly numbers of site views, and years, and it would be incredible if you haven't heard about, or come across, this site if you did any serious study on homosexuality and the Bible.
My Lord tells me He knows what I do. Seeds I put out for the Kingdom that grow in secret that only He knows and that one day will be counted for me in Glory, but sometimes it would be nice to get a few more "Thanks for being one of the first few to put this out there."
... 2 Corinthians 11:17,18.
2 comments:
Hello RQC! Im not sure how often you check on your blog for new comments but i have been exploring your various writings in the midst of a crisis of sorts. Your work has provided so much comfort and material for me to consider, and id like to thank you, im sorry you dont get the recognition that you deserve and desire. When i see your pfp in youtube comments amidst a sea of condemnation my spirits immediately lift, we need more people like you, people who do the work and are able to share and fight for a better world. Much like a lighthouse you are a steadfast beacon of hope that towers over the dark troubled waters, offering guidance to those who need it most.
I thank you so much. I don't think you realize how much you blessed me right with the you wrote. You encouraged my spirit.
It's not great praise I want, God knows this, but it's also the silence I get that baffles me. If not silence, insults. I know I have a place in the Body of Christ with a temperment that can only deal with the anti-gay Christian who are not kind or gentle. I'm a wrestler challenging other wrestlers in a ring who debate the Word with authority. This is not pretty to Believers gentle in spirit who are not big fight fans and I have to remember that when I wonder why I get no Thank Yous, but the fight I give back to these specific set of men? They respect. They might not respect me, but they respect the fight I bring to the ring. We both believe we are fighting for the truth and integrity of the Word, but only one can win the match. The trophy is the hearts and minds of the LGBTQIA.
You win when God is your coach.
God Bless You mightily like you have blessed me. I'm this life, and in the Glory to come.
In Christ,
F.
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